Open Book: My Journey to Finding "My Person"
Опубликовал: admin, 29-11-2025, 12:37, Chapters about me, 4, 0
Hello. I won't give my name, but I gave this site a name — my "Chapter About Myself".
Not a romance with a happy ending, not a diary with secrets, but an honest story about a journey where I'm trying to understand: am I asexual (sex is not a priority, but emotional connection — yes)? Gay (guys attract me, their warmth in hugs)? Bi (girls in friendship, but little spark)? Or just a person who hasn't yet found a partner for shared life? I'm not 100% sure, and that's okay — the world isn't black and white, but a spectrum. The main thing: after 30+ years of loneliness, I realized — I want to share it with someone. Not "passion" from movies, but trust, shared life plans, joint problems and their solutions, quiet evenings by the TV, shared travels, and even comfortable silence that doesn't cause awkward feelings.
Why the site? First, for myself: writing helps sort out childhood shadows, character mismatches, joy from first travels, and pain in certain moments. Second, for others: if you're in Estonia (or nearby) and looking for an emotional connection without pressure, this is our place. Here will be chapters of my life — from "I don't want anything" to "I want to find". Maybe your story will intertwine with mine? Share in the comments, directly, or through contacts. I also don't know 100% what I'm looking for.
This is not a search for an "ideal", but a search for a partner for the rest of life: step by step, putting up with peculiarities, based on trust and respect. Love passes — friendship and shared goals remain. If you're asexual-friendly, open to men/women/everyone — welcome. Let's get to know each other over coffee or chat. Life is too short to hide.
